So after the craziness on Sunday things have mellowed out quite a bit. But still have been kinda exciting. Throughout the week Daniel called my dad at one point saying that he would sign any papers and do whatever he can to make me happy. I had a lot of confusing texts and voicemail's from Daniel. Some saying he missed me others saying that I ruined everything and made his worst nightmare come true. My dad and I worked on getting the the divorced papers signed and ready for Daniel to meet with a notary. Of course by the time we got that figured out, Daniel had other plans. He decided to say that actually he had conditions and needed to see me and my family face-to-face before he would sign anything.
Things started getting weird. He went to some of my friends house to just talk even though they were mainly my friends. He ended buying a gun (which he'd been wanting to do for quite some time, but not the greatest time to buy one..) and putting a tracking thing on my cell phone. Just lots of interesting things that didn't make a lot of sense. I thought it was going to be very hard to not text him or call him back, but honestly I haven't really had the desire to talk to him at all. I feel like I have tried my best and that I need to just move on and start over with my life.
Thankfully the only things we really had together was a checking account, savings account, cell phone bills and car insurance. Everything else was separate, including our car payments. No credit card debt, no home loan, etc. That was such a blessing in disguise. Out of the two years together we really never got anything in both of our names. We also obviously never had children. I am so beyond thankful that I felt so promted not to start a family with him. They process would be SO much harder and painful with little children in the mix. Plus, for the rest of my life I'd have to keep a small part of him in my life. But now I can truly cut him off and start over. I have learned a lot and I will have emotional scars, but eventually I will be able to get rid of a lot of it and never have to look back.
I had one checking account with the same company of our car insurance that I thought he wasn't able to touch. I pretty much gave him all the money since he was the only one working. But the money in that checking account was my money that I worked hard for. I got a call from them and it said he had taken all of the money and closed the account. Luckily I went on to my parents insurance, but I was just shocked and frustrated that he took the $600+ that I'd gotten from babysitting that I was saving. He kept all of the $3000 in savings, why did he need the rest?! Very frustrating. But oh well.
The most recent weird thing is that he has left at least 4 voicemail prayers. He will call and then say a prayer as if he is speaking to the Lord but I can hear.. I'm not sure what message he is trying to send. But it's kinda sad and creepy. I feel like he is trying to prove to me that he is getting a stronger testimony. But it's really sad that he is praying and reading scriptures now after it's too late. I hope that he is truly turning to the Lord. But I also feel like it's an act because that's what he thinks I want.
I'll be posting soon again. There's probably more I'm leaving out but I can't think of it right now.
Emmalyn
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